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Oasis ~ Amanda Palmer [lyrics] [download I want to put lyrics, but, really, there aren't any specific lyrics that fit Kilgore and Mark. It's the sentiment of the song, really, and sort of the fact that it's one of Kilgore's favorites, because he is addicted to Amanda Palmer. Tainted Love ~ Various [lyrics] [downloads: Marilyn Manson Soft Cell Gloria Jones] Sometimes I feel I've got to run away I've got to get away From the pain you drive into the heart of me The love we share Seems to go nowhere And I've lost my light For I toss and turn I can't sleep at night Once I ran to you (I ran) Now I'll run from you This tainted love you've given I give you all a boy could give you Take my tears and that's not nearly... This? Is one of my personal ultimate Davin/Mark songs. The lyrics say it all. I could get away with just the Soft Cell one, I think, but… the Manson cover needs to be here because it's just angrier and meaner, and the Gloria Jones… mostly because of Kilgore's penchant for female vocalists and the fact that hers has more raw emotion, whereas the Soft Cell cover has some of that, but its efficacy, for me, is in that it's more of an emotional shut-down. Oh, and the lyric, "I love you, though you hurt me so / So now I'm gonna pack my things and go" …is pretty much Amsterdam in a nutshell. Walking In My Shoes ~ Depeche Mode [lyrics] [download, my favorite remix of it ever] Morality would frown upon Decency look down upon The scapegoat fate's made of me But I promise now, my judge and jurors My intentions couldn't have been purer My case is easy to see I'm not looking for a clearer conscience Peace of mind after what I've been through And before we talk of any repentance Try walking in my shoes Depeche Mode is one of my big Davin/Mark bands in general, but this song is perfect because it really could apply to either of them, for different reasons. I Don't Like the Drugs (But the Drugs Like Me) ~ Marilyn Manson [lyrics] [download] Norm life baby: God is white and unforgiving We're piss tested and we're praying. Norm life baby: I'm just a sample of a soul Made to look just like a human being. A-yep. Coin-Operated Boy ~ The Dresden Dolls [lyrics] [download] I'm not bothering to quote this one either. That said: Alice objects to sharing this song with Kilgore, because she hates him, but this would be about Davin's thoughts on relationships immediately following Mark. Insatiable Love ~ Darren Hayes vs. Marilyn Manson [download] I listened to it during their hatesex scene. Enough said. Runs in the Family ~ Amanda Palmer [lyrics] [download It's Kilgore's theme song. The end. Personal Jesus ~ Depeche Mode [lyrics] [download, acoustic version, mashed up with some Fall Out Boy song I don't know I really have nothing to say for this one. I like writing angry sex to it, apparently. I also recommend Johnny Cash's cover of it (Marilyn Manson's, not so much), albeit for different reasons. That one doesn't get to be on the Kilgore and Mark playlist. Tanz Der Arroganz ~ And One [download] I'm not linking to the lyrics because I don't know what they mean. Loosely, it's "Dance of Arrogance" and the vague translations I've gotten so far have basically been, "We fuck each other over, and it's so good." Mandy Goes to Med School ~ The Dresden Dolls [download] I'm not linking to these lyrics because, being about abortions, they're mostly irrelevant. I like this song for the sentiment and the music, less than the lyrical content. Master and Servant ~ Depeche Mode [lyrics] [download] Domination's the name of the game In bed or in life They're both just the same Except in one you're fulfilled At the end of the day Strictly speaking, this is a really obvious choice, and probably second most obvious on the list after "Tainted Love", just because of the sexual dynamics between Mark and Kilgore. The lyric choice I picked… I can kind of imagine Kilgore saying that with bitter irony, because, ultimately, by the time he ditched Mark in Amsterdam, he wasn't fulfilled in bed or life. So he wanted out. Boys Will Be Boys ~ Goldfrapp [lyrics] [download] The HTML on this one got fucked, so it doesn't get a blurb. Thnks fr th Mmrs ~ Fall Out Boy [lyrics] [download] I hate Fall Out Boy. I hate Pete Wentz. That said, I love this song. And, moreover, the line, "He tastes like you, only sweeter" sticks out to me for Kilgore and Mark. It's Kilgore and his string of rebound boys! Or possibly Mark and whoever he slept with after Kilgore ran away. Crystalline Green ~ Goldfrapp [download] Again, the lyrics aren't really that important. The overall feel of the song is. And maybe that my first association with it is that time in season two of House where Cameron took crystal meth and had sex with Chase. I Hate Everything About You ~ Three Days Grace [lyrics] [download] Everytime we lie awake After every hit we take Every feeling that I get But I haven't missed you yet Only when I stop to think about it I hate everything about you Why do I love you? It's easier to try and tell yourself that you hate someone, instead of letting yourself feel hurt, betrayed, devalued, etc. but still deeply attached to him, isn't it, Mark and Kilgore? Really, it's a lyrically simple song, and it's a relic from eighth grade for me… but it works. Record Year for Rainfall ~ The Decemberists [lyrics] [download What's the use of all of this? It's to remember you in the entire Because I'm watching it slip away And in the annals of the Empire Did it look this gray? Before the fall A Girl In Trouble ~ Romeo Void [lyrics] [download] There's a time when every girl learns To use her head Tears will be saved 'til they're better spent There's no time for her to be afraid So instead She takes care of business Keeps a cool head This is one of my many "Kilgore leaving Mark" songs. It would be the one where Kilgore tries to tell himself that it's not worth being upset anymore, because he's getting out. Never Say Never ~ Romeo Void [lyrics] [download] The slump by the courthouse With windburned skin That man could give a fuck About the grin on your face As you walk by, randy as a goat He's sleeping on papers When he'd be warm in your coat I might like you better If we slept together But there's something In your eyes that says Maybe that's never Never say never Hi, Mark. One of Us Cannot Be Wrong ~ Leonard Cohen [lyrics] [download] There's too much of the lyrics I could quote. They can speak for themselves. Glittering Clouds (Locusts) ~ Imogen Heap [lyrics] [download] Domino motion jump starts when we touch The blackout approaching Here it comes now, wish me luck It's all over, it's all over, it's all over in a flash I can't remember, What have I done now? Hi, Kilgore. Tristan ~ Patrick Wolf [lyrics] [download] I am the victim And the murderer You speak of love But I’ve never heard of her I am fucked And I am fucking too My name is Tristan And I am alive Time Is Running Out ~ Muse [lyrics] [download] I wanted freedom; Bound and restricted, I tried to give you up But I'm addicted. Now that you know I'm trapped; Sense of elation, You'd never dream of Breaking this fixation. You will squeeze the life out of me. Bury it, I won't let you bury it, I won't let you smother it, I won't let you murder it. And our time is running out, And our time is running out, You can't push it underground, You can't stop it screaming out. How did it come to this? I wasn't lying when I said that I had an absurd amount of "Kilgore right before or right after leaving Amsterdam" songs. Find You're Gone ~ Wolfsheim [lyrics] [download] This? Is one of my favorite songs, of all time, ever. That said… I first put it on here thinking of Mark finding his place suddenly sans a Davin, but really, looking at the lyrics, it moves so seamlessly from Mark's POV to Davin's that making strict delineations between the two can sometimes be difficult. It's mostly Mark's, overall, but either way, it's lovely. Paper Bag ~ Fiona Apple [] [] And I went crazy again today, looking for a strand to climb Looking for a little hope Baby said he couldn't stay, wouldn't put his lips to mine, And a fail to kiss is a fail to cope And I said, "Honey, I don't feel so good, don't feel justified Come on, put a little love here in my void." He said, "It's all in your head." And I said, "So's everything'," but he didn't get it. I thought he was a man but he was just a little boy. Hunger hurts, and I want him so bad, oh it kills 'Cause I know I'm a mess he don't wanna clean up I got to fold 'cause these hands are too shaky to hold Hunger hurts, but starving works, when it costs too much to love There are several reasons for me putting this one on here, the least of them being that Kilgore has been enamored with Fiona Apple's music since he was a teenager. …I had more to say, then I got talking to Ann about Kilgore, Elaine, and Virginia, so I think I'll just leave this to speak for itself. …Even the hunger lines work, though, given Kilgore's problems with that. I'm Going to Bring A Watermelon to My Girl Tonight ~ Neil Innes [download] I brought my girl an apple, she let me hold her hand. I brought my girl an orange, we kissed beneath the band. I brought my girl bananas, she let me squeeze her tight. I'm going to bring a watermelon to my girl tonight. I brought my girl red ribbons, she hung them in her hair. I brought my girl some sequins, she stuck them here and there. I brought my girl good china, she hung it from the shelf. Tonight, I'm going to bring some rope so she can hang herself. …Pretty much. ZIP FILE ONE | ZIP FILE TWO